a blank

page. post.

been blank for quite sometime.
don't really know how to fill the blank up.

longing for normalcy.
and our constant companion has been the tv.
series.
grey's anatomy. glee. private practice. csi.
we even marathon anime.

you? what's your remedy for a blank day?

lovely...

...images from a candle i made from old brown ones.

the wick separated when i was drying the candle.

it produced this image when i lighted it.

simply amazing.

school is out

and we concluded it with Kuya JP's Recognition and Reading Recital program.

We couldn't be prouder and happier.

after the program {on our ride home}, Kuya JP mentioned that he wanted James to study in the same school, that is if James weren't an angel.

i guess, somehow he understands that his brother will never live with us here, today.

but i am thankful that his innocence has spared him from painfully grieving the loss of our baby.

life after James

after what happened to my family,

i am not so sure i can go back to doing the things i love doing
without being reminded of James.
i have been itching to scrap but every time i attempt to,
i would go in our hobby room
and be reminded that it should have been our nursery.

it just is so difficult.
but you have got to try.
you can never afford to be depressed,
instead,
you find ways to deal with it.



so i gathered up those rusting bobbins
and
thought of more projects.



love that star wars fabric,
it'll be a cute addition to our boys' room.