life after James

after what happened to my family,

i am not so sure i can go back to doing the things i love doing
without being reminded of James.
i have been itching to scrap but every time i attempt to,
i would go in our hobby room
and be reminded that it should have been our nursery.

it just is so difficult.
but you have got to try.
you can never afford to be depressed,
instead,
you find ways to deal with it.



so i gathered up those rusting bobbins
and
thought of more projects.



love that star wars fabric,
it'll be a cute addition to our boys' room.

life goes on

today marks your 40th day, our angel.

life goes on.

and we have to move on.

but amidst the sadness, we rely on you for strength.

strength to go on.

for you our baby.

we miss you, James.